I'm trying, so hard. You know when the enemy knows you are about to do something good, he attacks. I have been attacked so much this past 2 weeks that I almost feel beaten down.
The devil has been telling me that I am not going to make it. That I am running behind. And then he fills my days with busy work where I cannot get the things that I need to do done. I had to work this weekend, 7 days in a row, due to some issues at work. I am ok with that normally, but I need to prepare for the trip this week. We leave this weekend and I haven't even packed!!! But when the enemy tells you that you are not going to make, then that means THAT YOU REALLY WILL! What he tells you is the opposite of what usually is happening.
I am who God says I am. I may not be perfect, but he calls the inadequate. He calls you to do something where you are weak. So his GREATNESS can shine! You have gifts. Your gifts that God see's may feel like a weakness to you, but it is a strength for God. The devil cannot ungift you, but he tries to disable you in how you think.
This year has been another rough one for me and my house. I have survived the past, and will get through this tough time. So I keep telling myself, I can do this. God is on my side!
So update on our trip. We are leaving saturday now. Our flight got cancelled Friday and moved to Saturday!! This changes our schedule some, but not much. Please pray for our clinics. We will have them, well planned for, on 7/12 and 7/14, 7/19 and 7/21. The rest of the time we will be doing ministry work with the communities and kids. I continue to prepare my heart and mind for what is in store for us. There may be detours, but we will complete what God wants done!
"God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging." Psalms 46:1-3
Bendiciones,
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